My grandfather gave me a gold bullion

I guess that I am a pretty lucky man. I always imagined and perceived myself as a some kind of a loser, a unlucky person who keeps failing. Yes, I used to be a person with extremely low self-esteem. I was also afraid of everything but thorough my life I learned that it is a good way to live your life. But one very important moment in really helped me to become manly and more brave and stuff like that. Unfortunately this moment favor all the clichés. It was when I got money. Money changed my life... Maybe I am not an affluent and wealthy person. Maybe I am not horrible rich. But I do have some money on my bank account and here I have to thank my grandfather one more time. Because of him, I have the money which I would never have. My grandfather was a great guy. Unfortunately, he passed away a year ago but he was always a really down-to-earth, cool guy. He was my true friend and I visited him daily. He knew about my problems and he also knew how to handle them. And he indeed handled them once and for all after he gave me a gold bullion bar. I really wanted to keep that gold bullion bar but when he passed away I was so sad and I didn"t want to link my grandfather with this gold and I cashed it. Of course, later I regretted this action a little bit but ... unfortunately, money changed my mind. Now I know, I am a pretty lucky man, however, I failed to chose correctly and I chose greed instead of memories...